sounds of water, wind
appeared to me only when
she made me be still
Searching for Meaning and Surviving His Fifties
sounds of water, wind
appeared to me only when
she made me be still
the sun shines warmly
February melts away
house finch sings for spring
4:45 in the morning and once again awake – I look up from my journal to find a deer – standing outside patio window – not six feet from where I’m sitting – she staring at me – now I staring at her – I contemplate the beauty of the moment – I can only surmise she contemplates survival – soon enough, she moves on with her day, and I with mine
paths intersecting
cold February morning
predawn darkness
Opening my eyes from predawn meditation, I glanced upwards to see the third quarter moon at its zenith shining brightly. Clouds rendered paler by the reflected light of our distant neighbor raced across the sky making haste in front of the cold winter wind while the dark trees swayed back and forth standing in sharp contrast to the heavens. It was a moment of natural, colorless beauty. I turned to grab my phone to preserve the moment, but it disappeared just as suddenly as it had come. My meditation bench had taught me yet another lesson – be content with the moment.
the moon and the sky
beauty lies in the moment
not in the image
the confused titmouse
questions his circumstances
but not my actions
grazing silently
silhouettes in fallen snow
deer, backyard, midnight
today, New Year’s Eve
lives lived, lives lost, and lives changed
this year, more than most
Sitting in the chair of my ‘work from home’ desk, I dismissed the sounds of rustling leaves just outside the window as being just another breezy gray December day. When I finally ignored the twenty-first century long enough to look… birds. At least five fat orange-breasted birds with gray feathers – I mistook them for robins but know not what they were – beautifully grabbing leaves with their beak and throwing them to the side with great violence over and over and over again. Their plumage matching the muted tones of autumn, one could almost mistake the leaves popping up and casting themselves aside rather than a small flock inhabiting my porch looking for – and occasionally finding – a meal. I sat there and watched them work for several minutes and then, when I moved to get up, they flew away, vanishing into the woods, maybe never to be seen on my porch again.
today, birds of spring
foraging through autumn leaves
winter approaches
unexpected sight
December dandelion
sows hope inside me
snow falling outside
the crunch of honeycrisp apple
yes, I’ll wait on hold